A 360 turn of events has happend in our office now. From the harmonious relax way of working to a chaotic, depressing and stress way. I wanted it back, everything from my boss to my colleague, I want it all, but I can't, like any other things that I want. I feel like crying this afternoon, everything is directed to me and they are expecting more. I can't give them more, I already doing everything that I can at the moment.

This office of my now is a living hell. I need to decide as soon as possible if I'm going to resign. I need to shake my brain and kick myself that I cannot keep on dreaming and hoping that I will get what they have been telling me. For nearly 3 years, I've served this company yet I don't get anything more than my salary. They have give so much with the others yet none at the support team. They been promising training and seminars until now it is just words.

Recession how long will they use this as a reason. Economic crissis how much more can you burden the the people. It is a chain reaction, we know, I understood it but like any other situation, they can not use this as an excuse every time. People will get tired and will ask more question. Our management have been using this more and more and I'm getting sick of it.

It is already hell that I'm away from my family and now my career is also like hell.