yesterday has been very difficult day for us in the office. I've know that we are in trouble because the economy here in Dubai is not good at the moment. I've been doing the forecasting along with my manager at seen the detoriate line of sales as early as January. I've know unconsiously that this day will arrive but kept on telling myself to be possitive and it will turn around soon enough to avoid what happen yesterday. Then again I'm wrong, the market is not picking up the office is lossing sales, seen the all time low (since the business boomed last year), this June. Main office is panicking to save their own asses...(sorry for the term as I'm getting really annoyed).. they let go almost everybody in the office except me and my other colleage. It a drastic cut off, sacking, firing what ever terms there is.

You must be thinking what wrong with me...I still have a job, probably in the next tree months or so, I'm not included in the group that just lost their job and yet I am here whining...The problem is it is not fair and worst is I kinda can't fully blame the management since I know that it is a business, they are running a business. People are despensable and replaceble when the economy gets better. Yet I can;t help myself but to think that our main office is not letting me go along with the other because they still needed something out of me. the pride in me just don't want to give it but the practical side of me is nagging that I need to do this..."nerve of steel" to survive what's happening at the moment.

"There is no permanent but change". That is why it is difficult especially what will happen today when I get to office. Today will be the last day of all the people I've work with for the last year. People I've never at into an argument , people I truly considered as my friends, people that I will miss.